Cold Turkey!

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Luckily I reserved my rights to return to blogging if cold turkey got too much!

All I need to do now is manage the urge to compete. From now on I will only blog when I feel inspired to do so.

It dawned on me at 03:23am that I was competing and not blogging. Being a Type A person means I need to win and this is what was wreaking havoc with my creativity. The need to win became more important than content. And not having any perceived and worthwhile content to upload immediately in order to quell my obsessive need for a blogging ‘fix’, was frustrating as well as on completion, a short term ‘high’ that afterwards kicked in the feeling of inadequacy. And the resultant “woe is me”, “slit my wrists” attitude. Pathetic.

But I guess plenty of people go through this.

I think the Namibia series needs to be explored and expanded more. There is relevence there and my history can be the focal point for a story. Luckily I have a story to tell and one has just popped into my mind. Amazing. As I typed this I recalled the Power Station at OM and the part it played in my early life.

*Mmmmmmm I cannot believe I did that and…….*

PS: Thanks Champ, Robin, Mumzat and Shutterjane and Dave (have a good trip and take plenty pictures) for your comments and thoughts.

Cold Turkey!